8.18.2014

Vibration

Every day,
the incessant beating
against eggshell membrane,
   pulled up taut,
freed, loosed, tightened again
   with earthy Resonance,
occasional crash punctuation,
the Heart hammers to out
from its trap.

8.17.2014

Town Crier

Stone angel
watches over our Town,
no alms for the Irish or the Poor,
stricken by poverty of checkbook
   or of Heart,
wilting in mid-August sun, temper
short & patience shorter--
Bless us, please.



Kerry has introduced the Real Toads to a form new to me and right up my alley, yippee! It’s the TRIQUAIN.

8.14.2014

Desperation

Dream
verse
daring
us to seize
the Words they give us
but we hunker down forgetting
these are the only ones we have
there are no extras
waiting behind the next stanza
to surprise us with
edited
Words left
for
dead.

For Grapeling’s word list prompt to the Real Toads: Carpe Diem

8.12.2014

Another Bulb Blown

I haven’t been writing. The explanation
is I’ve been living. But what is living
without writing? And also, how many
brilliant lights must be extinguished
before we give a collective fuck? I mean
an actual fuck, not a flowery, pining
wish-it-weren’t-so sigh, glorifying death
all glittery & shit, strung with quotes
and the most flattering photos
of the actor in his prime or your friend
when he wasn’t completely wasted.

I actually caught myself thinking
comedians have it the worst, as though
morbid six-foot-deep depression were just
another station on the track of life
if you’re unlucky enough to board the C train.
Lucky for the rest of us, I guess, until
or maybe including the moment of our loss
when we rally, circle round holding hands,
light some candles, fetishizing death
intoning you’re always in our hearts as though
it’s true. But it’s not. Mostly we keep
our totems squirrelled away in a box
under the bed, reduced to trivia in a game
where the prize is another beer. I haven’t been
writing. Maybe he had stopped telling jokes.

8.04.2014

Wishbone

A history of my hips,
fiercely jutted in defiance,
then submitting.
Swaying, waxing with child
pliably bearing,
war-tugged just shy of splitting
but always springing back.
Reaching, striving,
circumnavigating
the expanse of you
(I will meet you here. I can
hold you here.)
Wilted, still unbroken,
the enervation of years
you read in my hips.

Late entry for Flash Fiction 55 at Real Toads.

8.01.2014

Maybe I'm Just a Fool

It’s like when someone says you’re too emotional
& at first you believe it, breathe in those words,
burp them for a tight seal, hold them close

to the bone of you. You exhale the rest upon learning
about your unappreciated dramatic element, unable to stop
the lid from clamping down firm & strong, not allowing

any light in. No wasting time poking air holes
in that thing. What could you do but write it all down
& wait for hope to germinate? Hope sprouts the slenderest

shoots, breaks the seal, births one slight ray of sun,
light enough to locate the chamber closest to your breast
& revive all you knew. Even Tupperware has its limits.

After all, those who call you Other have their own crosses
to bear, their own little wars. The disposer can take
those words. Just be sure to let the water run, and believe.

For Imaginary Garden with Real Toads: JERUSALEM

7.30.2014

Exit, Stage Left

It’s the tinkle of an ice-cream truck
outside a clouded window, the wishing
for an intervention, but not really.

Did you say something?

It’s the goosebumps radiating
from your very core to the tips of you
at just the thought.

I didn’t hear you.

It’s surreptitious snacking, secrets
best kept buried. It’s what you think
you want but can never have.

Can you repeat that?

Heavens to Murgatroyd! It’s who you love.

For Kerry’s prompt to the Real Toads: Can You Hear Me?

7.29.2014

Chills

Summertime sweater
reminds me of my backbone
quickly goosebumping--

7.28.2014

Patience is a Virtue

I’m here, still here, and not going anywhere, but please be patient, gentle readers. I’m working on patience, and on being gentle with myself, too. I’ve never been particularly virtuous on either score.

I started a new job two weeks ago. A wonderful job! I’m pleased beyond measure about this change. The clouds seem to be clearing. I’m hopeful that I’ll be in a new groove soon, and that the pretty words will flow more regularly. Meanwhile, working on patience and gentleness.

A meme popped up over on Facebook with a wonderful quote from Sandra Bullock:

I’ve made peace with the fact that the things I thought were weaknesses or flaws were just me. I like them.

Love that. Working on that.

7.23.2014

Rush Hour

Highway rocking chair
invites me to set a spell
inviting time-out
watching the traffic go by
to watch cars go by.

7.22.2014

This Poem Wishes Things Were Different

This poem avoids negativity,
airs no grievances.

This poem cannot bear exposure.

This poem wishes
things were different,
cannot imagine a path
not paved with disapproval.

This poem settles.

This poem has lost 30 pounds,
doesn’t want to talk about it.

This poem needs a lunch break.

This poem is loosely based on Hanna’s Boomerang Metaphor.

7.18.2014

On the Day a Plane Was Shot Down From the Sky

Contrails
dissipating
inspire starry wonder--
It’s as if the plane touched the ground.
Rushing
fear fills, spills messily over--
Are you okay, Mama?
None of us is
okay.

7.13.2014

Wading Pool

What if red ants
with big long antennae
are endangered?
We need to rescue them
from the wading pool!
The girl in the flamingo swimsuit
hones her bug phobia,
tends it with extinction concerns.
A spider might travel your leg
if you remain
perfectly still,
as you are part of its landscape.
Maybe you are its destination,
or its angel.
You surely are mine.

7.12.2014

Angel Tresses

Sun at your back,
I worry about burn
but you,
framed in rays
glinting on your curls
like a halo,
are irresistible.
I swish hair
across your back,
pepper your light with kisses.

7.11.2014

Dot-to-Dot

Watercolor sky fades
to chalky greywinkle.

No burst of orange,
no shock of lust-light

to ward off shadows,
defy Indigo’s assault.

Close your awful eyes,
go back to sleep.

Late entry using Grapeling’s word list.

7.05.2014

Nashawannuck

Meet me in the glint
where wind meets light
as memory fades
with your appetite for Blue

Only we two birds,
fledging low below clouds,
are finally ready to Dive--
pinched nose, holding hands

Once we’re deep under,
twine your legs round my legs--
your Heart withers so cold below,
don’t you dare let go.

Flash Fiction 55 at Real Toads.

6.27.2014

Dance Tonight, and Tomorrow

In my dream everybody’s here
    and everyone lets go
of pain, affronting shame & blame,
    a miracle or so
            it seems,
        to dance as if in dreams,
            the same
        in daylight as in night--
Let’s dance together without fear
of being wrong, or right.

My occasional music prompt is up at Real Toads:


6.26.2014

On Busting Through

Sky,
your cloud tiers,
like a wedding dress,
all ruffles & chiffon,
tease,
showing a little leg,
& I thank you for that.

The ache
is manageable now.

Where before I bloated
with the weight
of all the absorbing,
now I’m lean
& mean to lift my skirts,
dance, inspired,
not in spite of you.

I’ll have cake,
toss handfuls of rice,
release myself--

To you, sincerely.

For Kerry’s prompt to the Real Toads: Conversation

6.22.2014

To Summer Vines

I’d like to lie here in the shade
    clematis twining round
the maple trunk, then round my arm
    tethering me to Ground
            And you
        wrap round me like you do
            No harm
        befalls us as we lie
No fear of hair braided in blades
of grass, our patch of Sky.

For Play It Again, Toads: Kerry’s prompt about the Robert Herrick stanza. I love, love this form & am pleased to be reminded of it. Thank you, Margaret!

6.19.2014

Sailing for Searching's Sake

What if our days are better spent alone
than searching for that one partic’lar High?
The searching, seeking, wandering from home
that leads us out of atmosphere to Sky,
awaiting clouds? A perfect Rainbow roams
as far as eyes can see, to rectify
those years undone, so many songs unsung--
Our search for Self already has been won.

Outrageously late for Kerry’s prompt: The Yeats Octave