9.02.2015

Hellbent

Friends, looky looky! I am honored and very pleased that two of my poems are featured in the inaugural issue of Hellbent, a fantastic and beautiful new magazine that is the brainchild of editor/founder Yvette Chairez. Also featuring compelling art, short fiction, and poems by Tim Schaefer among others. Congrats to Yve and her partner in crime, Alyssa Ammirato. YEAH BABY! Click and enjoy!
HELLBENT

8.29.2015

On Commuting

Clouds obscuring
kid carrying an amplifier
riding a bicycle
Volkswagen backing into traffic
car ahead refusing blinkahs
but that’s okay
I know where it’s headed
following blue bliss
all of us like wayward gretels
tracking crumblines
to the clouds
anticipating our last supper


Corey & Real Toads: THE LAST SUPPER

8.24.2015

Map of the Body

Torn creases,
raggedy-edged,
stuck
with yellowed tape,
directions
fading in the ocean
of my arms, push pins
locating
future pain points
along the organ corridor,
beginning with the heart.

This idea came to me while listening to The Naked Scientists podcast. Sharing on The Tuesday Platform in the Imaginary Garden!

8.10.2015

Day Trip to Charlestown

You can drive all day
to reach the ocean, spend
several fragile moments wishing
she were always closer.
You might wish to be
a fisherman, fantasize
about tan and sinew, sea glass,
surf. The island at the horizon
beckons. But you have a station wagon,
not a schooner, and bills pile up.
Other mothers on the beach know.
You catch one’s eye as she tugs
her swimsuit top, all
the diffidence of motherhood
passing between you.
Only gulls are free here, only
children in photographs.


For Grace’s prompt to the Real Toads: JUDITH WRIGHT

8.09.2015

Hematoma

My
ample
character
deficiency
wears a two-week bruise
badge of incompetence
brassier than wedding rings
fused with the pain of bloody years
in a crucible made of half-truths
masquerading as whole reality

7.30.2015

Who's Eating Grapes

Sat down
to write a poem
called
I Hate That Guy
but a photo
of Johnny Depp
got me
remembering
how he looks
like you
How
your ring jangles
a bit
between knuckles
Oblique teeth
cleft chin
          your
Who was that guy again?


Occasional Real Toads music prompt: IT’S A SHAME ABOUT RAY

7.29.2015

Ice Fishing in July

Blue
green
marbles
roundelling
skyward mosaic
ever-slickened for eyeballing
wondering if grass aquas
  in stormy weather--

7.17.2015

Cruiser

In awe of your corporeal space
I sit parked in your station wagon
with the faux-wood trim, reciting lines
to your thrust, your roominess.

I can’t bear to pull out, preferring
your sweet little tree in my lungs,
intoning devotion to naugahyde,
wishing after wishing you were here.

It’s no secret I’m smitten.
I could palm your dash all day,
rub your fabric the wrong way just
to feel the ridged pleasure of you

in my hands, breathing
your reply, verse after salted verse.

For Kerry’s prompt to the Real Toads: POETIC VOICE

7.14.2015

Rope

When you think
it’s not possible to cry anymore,
catch your child’s glance.

Bless children
who do not know how to stifle sobs,
and then cry again.

7.13.2015

Songs of the Great Indoors

Listening to your song
about summer in California
Beach Boys and Spoonful-time
inexplicably brings to mind
a Pennsylvania moment
that probably happened in winter
Billy Idol’s sneer
on the big console television
in my grandmother’s sitting room
which come to think of it
was a bedroom
I guess she had a 3-bedroom apartment
with a writing desk in that TV room
and another in the living room
though I never saw her writing
at either one
It was the eighties
every season had a White Wedding
Anyway keep on with your summer songs
because it’s always winter here


This was somehow inspired by listening to Ray Mason perform a new song called “Not Everyone Can Live in California.”

7.08.2015

Roswell

Maybe you were sent
to remind me of my belly
full of bold assertions,
or perhaps you were meant
to paint my dreams
such that I remember what I am.
You are part of what lies
beyond the here,
and now I've found a circle.
Maybe the aliens burnt you in the dirt,
fueling you with enough evidence
that I believe you.

Gentle Readers, today is the anniversary of the Roswell thing, so I give you my perennial-favorite poem. "Roswell" was published in my first book, Responsive Pleading, which can be purchased via Amazon or directly from yours truly.

7.05.2015

Spirit of '15

Pulled over on the highway,
huddled on the berm,
eyes skyward,
reverent--
Distant cheers,
toddler shrieking in Spanish
as fog meets fireworks contrails
in thunderheads
roiling over farmlands
resembling
    the day after--
So many cars criss-cross
cornfields
on sleepy roads,
one wonders where they all came from,
to whom they return--
People who know better.


Flash 55 in the Imaginary Garden

6.30.2015

Trouble With

Raincoat
       -ing hearts
          cloudbust
-ing other
          wise sunny
                     days

6.19.2015

Pictures of People Who Were Murdered




These are pictures
of people
who were murdered
because they are black.
Nine community members,
murdered in church
not by a shooter,
but by a racist terrorist
who strove to start a war.
Children played dead
in order to stay alive
on the anniversary
of a slave revolt
planned by the founder
of Emanuel African Methodist
Episcopal Church,
as the confederate flag
flew
over the Charleston state house,
full-mast today.
These are the names
of the people we murdered:

Sharonda Coleman-Singleton

Reverend Clementa Pinckney

Cynthia Hurd

Tywanza Sanders

Myra Thompson

Ethel Lee Lance

Reverend Daniel L. Simmons

Reverend Depayne Middleton-Doctor

Susie Jackson 


For Shay’s prompt to the Real Toads: PICTURE THIS

6.16.2015

Early Civilizations

The kind of June
that’s caught off guard,
when love goes low
in the wake of all that rain.
You are left picking violets
greedily,
gathering large bunches,
hoarding against catastrophe.

Sharing today with Real Toads on The Tuesday Platform. (Epitaph on Robert Frost's grave: "I had a lover's quarrel with the world.")

6.11.2015

What Drove You In, What Keeps You There

Remember that conversation
about a void, the stars,
another dream? Only last week,
far from the cavern
you’re stuck in now.
Consider constellations
as chill embraces you
like a long-dead lover’s arms.
Scratch them on the walls
sufficiently cryptically
for posterity to wonder
what caused that collision,
so much heat, such bright nights.

For Corey’s prompt to the Real Toads: THE CAVERN OF MY THOUGHTS

6.06.2015

Love, Pass It On

With your peace signs
and flower patches,
reverence for living things,
stashed envelopes,
scraps retained against
a turn in luck,
dog-eared copy
of Our Bodies, Ourselves,
faith abiding, still surprised.
Love, pass it on.

6.02.2015

We'll Need a Scythe After All This Rain

It’s cold for June,
but I’ve learned
the cycles of things,
like flush followed by quiet,
rain followed by tall grass.

We made it through May
without the ants coming in.
So I’m knocking on wood,
pulling on a fuzzy sweater,
waiting out the silence.


Sharing this little observation on The Tuesday Platform in the Imaginary Garden.

5.29.2015

Alright Alright Alright

In offices and cubicles
Behind closed doors in buildings
On sidewalks, in crosswalks
Sliding down slides in parklets
At McDonald’s and the market
They all talk about how our love
Can never baby possibly be
I’m gonna scream it from our rooftop
Scrawl it across the sky
Wear it on a placard around my neck
Listen here, talky talky people
My baby’s love always gets me high
My baby’s love’s all I need tonight
My baby my baby my baby
All right

 


Jammed out & scrawled out for Izy’s OUT OF STANDARD

5.26.2015

Waiting on Parades

My notebook falls open
to a page of ballpoint pen drawings
by my son, who had been sitting
on a curb waiting for a parade.
My own scratchings scarce, inspiration
is welcome when it surfaces.
Who could fail to be moved
by his steady requirement to draw now,
on this curb, on a restaurant placemat,
a napkin if that’s all there is?
(Put this in your purse, mama.)
My children remember the admonishment
of an artist to never stop drawing,
evoking this advice constantly
and with reverence, as though told
from on high instead of under a tent
at the Westhampton Fall Festival.
Obviously, this is a good thing,
a lucky thing, a moment’s one-off words
etched deep in the psyche of youth,
the notebook that is life’s pleasure,
treasure a mother hopes
will be unearthed over and over,
the mind’s riches providing sustenance
for a lifetime of waiting on parades.