12.21.2012

after Newtown (peace on earth)

In talking about
the end of the world
and human civilization
by tidal wave or solar flare,
my young son whispers
kids are too young to die
as my heart simultaneously
wilts and blooms.
I reply, yes, far too young
and brush his hair back
from a pretty forehead
clean of bullet holes,
stifle a moan by swallowing.
One heartbeat later,
my child bemoans those humans--
the ones he thinks
will finally realize
the planet is overheating
just about the time
his own children are grown-- 
and describes his child
wiping her own sweaty brow
as future apologists cry
What have we done?

My occasional music prompt to the Real Toads today features "The Little Drummer Boy/Peace on Earth," performed by Bing Crosby and David Bowie.

15 comments:

  1. Precious moment beautifully shared, Marian. Bittersweet, as are many moments of understanding.

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  2. Indeed. It can make one feel hopeless.
    Oh will they ever learn....
    I especially loved the sound of your first three lines and think they could be repeated as a refrain throughout.

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  3. Oh, Marian...my heart...this is so beautiful and sad all at once.

    This:

    "my heart simultaneously
    wilts and blooms."

    describes so well the feeling.

    I hope it's not too late to turn this world around... :/

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  4. From the mouths of children comes the truth (an old German saying).
    Lacing your child's words through your gestures love pain is such a fine and moving warp and weft. Or is it your stuff laced through his words? Vivid, awesome.

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  5. A lovely and heart felt share Marian ~ What have we done indeed ~

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  6. You're not supposed to make me cry on the weekend of Baby Jesus' birthday, ya know...

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  7. Oh my God. Your children are brilliant, your love so strong, your mothering so wonderful. Totally chokes me up, all of it. Especially "children are too young to die". Especially this week.

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    1. my kids know nothing about children being slaughtered... so it was particularly real & poignant when he said that. SIGH.

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  8. Powerful, Marian, especially:

    I reply, yes, far too young
    and brush his hair back
    from a pretty forehead
    clean of bullet holes,
    stifle a moan by swallowing.

    I hope you have a wonderful Christmas.

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    1. it's awful what you can imagine in your darker moments. :(
      you too, Laurie! xo

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  9. Such a heartfelt poem...I agree with Laurie, those words struck the chords of my heart. May you have a great Christmas and a blessed new year.

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  10. Oof! This was a strike to the heartwall. I don't want to imagine a child's forehead with a bullet hole present, nor the need to explain to another child why a kid had to die young. This world asks too much of us.

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